There is nothing wrong, in my view, with people like us exploring such things. Science does not advance through groups although the technology that comes from it might be assisted by an action group. But Consensus has not brought us a single item of new data and from its track record, has covered up many actual facts so as to present a united front for a variety of purposes.
Entire fields of Science have been corrupted in this way, where 'consensus' views are used to stifle research and dissent. It is quite likely Einstein's Relativity is wrong, and that SpaceTime is NOT like a rubber sheet that stretches according to mass - and I say this after several decades spent trying to come to grips with what it all meant.
Relativity (either of them) work only because 2
other areas of knowledge were suppressed. Oliver Heaviside stripped almost all of James Clerk Maxwell's work on electromagnetism from the published version, removing the 4D basis and also the quaternion math he invented to describe EM forces. While work is not being carried out on the implications of Maxwell's real work, opening possibilities of resolving the gravity paradox among other things, Consensus Science restricts the developments because Relativity is not compatible with such a Universe.
Another 'consensus' squashing was the work of Micelson and Morley in their attempts to prove an aether. MIT (of Cold Fusion infamy) laid the groundwork for their later perfidy against Pons and Fleischmann by proclaiming to the world how Michelson-Morley failed to show and aether - a direct lie. the M-M experiments were carried out by others later with even better results, but the damage was done - Relativity was 'IN' and the aether therefore must be 'OUT' because Relativity cannot exist in a Universe with an active aether.
So instead we have a never-ending stream of particles being invented to make up for a dead substrate and discrete and uncommunicative particles required by Relativity. We have to invent 'magic' to make our theory of origin match what we see out there.
So, when I see similar patterns in the works on Evolution, I can't help but wonder what we are missing. And it seems to me we need to stop compartmentalising our views and start wondering just how other fields might influence the ones we are looking at.
As an example, one of the key problems with ANYTHING to do with cells or life (and so affecting Evolution ideas) is that all cells, no exceptions, are response mechanisms. Ask a biologist. A cell works by responding to an outside signal. One such are the molecules floating around in our body,
Most people think of DNA as the analogue to a brain, directing the activity of the cell. It just ain't so - DNA is a static blueprint, consulted on a regular basis to construct proteins to allow work to be done. If there is anything like a 'brain' to the cell it is the membrane - that is where the decision is made to allow or not allow the input to affect the cell. In some cases this means the iput causes a reaction from the membrane and in others the membrane opens to let the input into the cell. (which is what viruses like to do so they can get access to the mitochondria to reproduce)
How is this a problem?
That is how ALL cells operate. All of them. So the question is, where do the originating inputs come from?
Many of them come from other cells, products of processes producing signals to get work done around the body. But it's the God issue all over again - eventually when you trace it back, there has to be an origin, an initial trigger to set the first cell working. And in our 'consensus' view of humans, we are all just cells. Our behaviour is seen as all to do with a physical brain, and yet brain cells are just like the others - they react to an external input.
So, if our view of how bodies work cannot even explain how we can initiate an arm movement, how likely do you think it is they have Evolution nailed down?
THAT is why I raise questions about the process that can mimic the eye of the exact predator that will stop a bird from attacking a butterfly. That is why I raise doubts about how Evolution might work and why I mentioned the blackbirds in Holland and the problems with the genetic 'tick' they use to tell us with such certainty just when things happened. It is why I mentioned astral travel earleir - once you have experienced it, consciously, it changes your view of reality.
My point is manifold, I guess - we cannot know about Evolution by isolating it and trying to posit a static view of the process. We are as entitled as anyone to discuss such things, maybe more so than the 'Scientists' who blind themselves with consensus views imposed by force on their field. I think there is a meaning to the Universe and life, and I think (with less evidence) that meaning is WHY we are here. And that statement is about as close as I care to get to beliefs.

@Rupert - I have zero problems with us not being unique. All of what I say can be extended out to other 'beings' and/or races that might exist. It is Consciousness itself that I am talking about, not just human consciousness.
Oh, and BTW, I do have some conclusions/thoughts about answers to all this. I'm not just agent provocateur here...